when you hear enough abt yourself?

wow. i was disproven. pple actually do read my blog. i am impressed. seriously. i think it is heartwarming.. to noe that people are concerned that you are 'depressed' in your blog.

my mentor/pastor/friend/coach/guide/spiritual father just told me that i am on an emotional roller coaster after reading my blog. how come i dont know abt that? nah.. not really, i do understand that i am really on an emotional ride.

how come i am so discontented with my life now? do we all jus search for better lives all our lives?