money matters
how much is $4000?
is it worth a lot? it certainly can be seen as tt. at the very least it can be seen as a solution to my problem now. i applied for an exchange scholarship, which i thought would be pretty lifely to get since it considers family income in its selection. and i thought tt on paper i could be seen as one of the poorest in SMU, with 2 undischarged parents and all.
i din get it in the end. is tt the end of my exchange programme dream? nope. is tt a big difference? yes i guess. am i disappointed? yes. am i devastated? no. but am i disappointed? yes. this is the grip since i received the 'i deeply regret to inform you tt...' email. how could i have missed out on tt? i nearly pressed the reply button to type an email tt starts: may i know what is it tt got me out of consideration? is it my scholarship?
have i been greedy? i'm really not sure with tt. i really havent gotten anything i applied for so far in SMU. honestly. the single biggest consolation: my scholarship, i din apply for it.
is it some arch angel casting a shadow on me such tt all my applications wont ever get thru from now? what have i been doing wrong?
can i then just forget about everything tt i am planing to apply? or should i continue to try? i'm really thinking of how to get the job i like now. since all my applications for internships din really get thru. there must be something wrong. whats wrong?
this is really worrying me a lot.
where do i stand? i really wonder sometimes. sometimes i get the feeling tt pple think i am good. sometimes i get the feeling tt i am nothing in class. sometimes i think i think too highly of myself. sometimes i wonder if there are things tt i am unaware of myself. for example i have very little patience in listening to someone speak of something tt doesnt value add. and unawarenss of oneself is in my opinion the single biggest flaw tt anyone can have.
so ladies and gentlemen. if there ever is a kind soul out there reading this, you could really help me a lot by sending me an email and telling me truly about how you feel about me. as a person. gd say gd, bad say bad. i'd appreciate your comments more if they were true, which can tell me tt i'm a sucker at this and gd at tt. thank you so much.
is it worth a lot? it certainly can be seen as tt. at the very least it can be seen as a solution to my problem now. i applied for an exchange scholarship, which i thought would be pretty lifely to get since it considers family income in its selection. and i thought tt on paper i could be seen as one of the poorest in SMU, with 2 undischarged parents and all.
i din get it in the end. is tt the end of my exchange programme dream? nope. is tt a big difference? yes i guess. am i disappointed? yes. am i devastated? no. but am i disappointed? yes. this is the grip since i received the 'i deeply regret to inform you tt...' email. how could i have missed out on tt? i nearly pressed the reply button to type an email tt starts: may i know what is it tt got me out of consideration? is it my scholarship?
have i been greedy? i'm really not sure with tt. i really havent gotten anything i applied for so far in SMU. honestly. the single biggest consolation: my scholarship, i din apply for it.
is it some arch angel casting a shadow on me such tt all my applications wont ever get thru from now? what have i been doing wrong?
can i then just forget about everything tt i am planing to apply? or should i continue to try? i'm really thinking of how to get the job i like now. since all my applications for internships din really get thru. there must be something wrong. whats wrong?
this is really worrying me a lot.
where do i stand? i really wonder sometimes. sometimes i get the feeling tt pple think i am good. sometimes i get the feeling tt i am nothing in class. sometimes i think i think too highly of myself. sometimes i wonder if there are things tt i am unaware of myself. for example i have very little patience in listening to someone speak of something tt doesnt value add. and unawarenss of oneself is in my opinion the single biggest flaw tt anyone can have.
so ladies and gentlemen. if there ever is a kind soul out there reading this, you could really help me a lot by sending me an email and telling me truly about how you feel about me. as a person. gd say gd, bad say bad. i'd appreciate your comments more if they were true, which can tell me tt i'm a sucker at this and gd at tt. thank you so much.
posted by penicilin at 12:16 PM
1 Comments:
haha.. sometimes things are like that lahhh...
Anyway.. perhaps being "poor" isn't your best selling point. Perhaps consider trying some better "product placement"?
Personally, i think one of your better selling points is your adaptability and your all-roundedness.
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