hisashi buri no blog

its been a while. and its not the first time i'm saying this. this goes to show the kind of person i am. things come into play as and when i feel like it. there's no routine in my life. there's nothing that I do on a regular basis except for eating, showering..... you get the idea. which forces me to make a lot more decisions that most people, I would presume.

ok. this is not a post to bring myself down. its a post to show appreciation.

that out of all these emotions I've been feeling in tokyo. there lies a lot of thankfulness in my heart, to be able to be here at this point of time. to have experiences that I have pictured and wanted. and even surprises. this morning, i was cycling and i came to a stop at a junction. and i looked back and saw this sakura tree standing right there. yes it was alone, but it was beautiful. this kind of things, i am thankful for.

this week, i was auditing a korean class which i couldnt take for some reason. and to be starting again to learn another language, its the kind of feeling i havent had for a long long while. the last time i was learning the equivalent of an abc of a language was when i was in denmark. and i am thankful for that. to have a story to tell people about learning korean in japanese in japan. that would sound interesting isnt it? altho its nothing.

to be able to make a conscious decision about wanting to go home. not only to feed my birds, but also just to get out of this social thing that i've been doing. to have time alone to myself to write a blog entry like this, watch drama, learn jap and korean, improve myself. yes. improve myself.