when was the last time i had that feeling????

when was the last time i felt even close to this... we were thrashed 30+points by a team, in basketball. a sport where i thought i was good at. to think we went into the game confident, thinking it was a half fight game. my gdness. we ourselves were to blame lah.. no way we could have turned around. it wasnt even a tight game or anything. the spirit. wateva. our captain was haywire. he was in a daze, in such a big slump he dont even noe it til now. come on, we trained so hard for this? there was no pressure on anyone to perform. we only need to step it up when on edoesnt perform isnt it? not when all out shots are not falling and stuff right.. hai.. wat was going on? r we still contending? this match almost cost us our entire season. not to say we still hav any chance. its almost a hopeless end now. we can only hope to play our best games in the games to come. we have nothing to lose now. literally nothing to lose now.