journal on the go?

was on the way back from sch and had a companion back. rachel. had a short but sincere talk with her about her we both feel about our grp of friends in sch. no gossips, but just observation talks. i realise it is the time when people start to reflect about poeple? after 2 terms and a mega event, i guess we are all exposed enough to kinda like evaluate on each other? i wonder if we would still behave the way we would if we know better the rules of the game of life. i wonder if people who do others a favour are people who are in a way more far sighted? someone once said that we should all accumulate our goodwill accounts to others. yah i remember now. cialdini!!! because people are more likely to say yes when you have done a personal favour to them. of course not with the intention of getting a favour in return, but rather a sincere heart.
my sincerity was doubted recently when i posted questions during a presentation session.