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blogging seems to be in conflict with our daily experiences. the more time you spend outside experiencing stuff, the less time you hav to blog isnt it? the times when i feel that i've got time to blog, i find myself stuck with words because of either a lack of events for the day leading to a lack of thoughts, or my thoughts for the previous day hav faded. someitmes i need to paste my thoughts on the little post its on my desk top to remind me that i thought of such wonderful reflections but don;t have the time to blog it. treid to sleep at midnight last night, realised that it takes a lot of discipline to do so. coz people only thats calling me after midnight. or maebe i start wondering why certain people dont call only when the midnight gong strikes. not anymore. was speaking to a friend who was down with chicken pox. have anyone wondered why chiecken pox is called 'shui dou' (water beans) in chinese? my friend i hope you are reading this.

how about living life just filled with tasks and not think abt them? just do it.

how about living a life getting maximum benefit from others? say make a few very gd frens, hav them confirmt that they are you r life frens and just leech on them or somehting? there are far too many nice people around who unconsciously do not mind people taking 'small' advantages of them.. but alot of these smalll advantages can lead to a livelihood. just like those uncles selling tissues papers, 3 for a dollar at supper venues.. that earns them a livelihood man! awesome concept.

is there any value in being nice and being willing to help always? i am starting to wonder this world is one which favours people who noes how to throw calculated tantrums. whats the use of being nice all the way. u let all pass thru you hoping that people will appreciate and one day coz of these small favours youve shown tot them reward you with a huge chance to prove yourself? it never happens. people come and go man. as i've said to someone earlier in the day, they are going to remember you, yes they are. butit stops there. theyll just remember you for being a nice guy. i suspect 'successfiul people' are the ones who r not the most liked. but the ones who knows their way without getting extremely disliked. its ok to have people disliking you. just as long as they dont hate u?

not referring to anyone in paticular here. haha. if i do not plan my holiday well, it'll just be another holiday that i will waste away. think i have to stop loading myself with activiies here. to have a day totally free to just sit down and think. and do nothing. i hope its not july by then.haha
why is every girl i see today wearing the levis jeans that have that v shaped pocket? haha. nice though. shapes your bum. like a bra for your sagging buttocks. guys should have a version of that.

as we invest more and more of this thoughts archiving into this, isnt anyone afraid that all thiese might be gone if the server goes crashing? its like losing a diary that has been you for years. complete with pictures!!!