the aftermath...

after having been gone thru such tough times. i dont think theres anything else that could standin our way anymore. the way tt university trains us. I once thought that the way army trains us, it'd toughen us up for anything ahead. i used to think that after constantly waking up at 530 and doing my own bed, i'd be able to do tt for the rest of my life. haha. that was why i went for the Ranger course isnt it? so that i can go to the deepest end of hell to appreciate what we have on earth hahaa. but earth seemed the same after a while i guess. it din really set in for my mum that i went for the course actually. still feel a bit bad abt tt. wat if she lost a son wothout knowing y? hahah. i just told her SAF sent me for 'a course'. manificent euphemism.

universitywas it meant this way? i dont think so. perhaps we were supposed to have done constant work. and be very hardworking. Dan lin once said something that i thought was true. A levels rewarded more of the smart people. but university rewards the constant and hardworking people. totally agree!

GOoD friday is coming. doesnt mean much to me.. but well. i hope its gonna be gd..
muggin like crazy.