friday

its a friday night. and i am looking desperately for a companion to.. i don't know. catch a show? because i know that the next few days will be another chase of crazy submissions and assignments and then after that will be exams already. gdness. i cant see the next night wherre i will be free for even coffee or anything. i tink this hols is the key if i ever wana get my life in smu straight. if not i see myself being a hamster on a spinning wheel. many would say such deep reflection is good. i question.
perhaps i am a loner? i have no friends. or is it the case where i have too many friends? or is it nobody has friends in uni anyway? hi bye friends?
and the number of people who told me no to a show tonight is like wow. i am just short of whining or begging people to freakin watch a show with me! i need a break. i think not so much from things.. but people. more like their rejections? i dont take rejections well cause i seldom gana rejected? i'm not so sure about that.. haha. but i find i have lost that man.
gana rejected more and more man. haha. gotta learn to take rejection. either that or i gotta work on charm/persuasiveness... man.
i finally got to see the face of the guy Sharlene is kinda like dating.. and i find myself really sore about it. girls seem to be able to find exeptionally handsome guys after me. any girls wana try? i can guarantee that. i'm just short of posting that picture up.
how happenening.
friday nights seems so sad nowadays.