packing

ever get that feeling that you'd never finish packing. coz the more you pack, the more you'd just try to stuff the whole freaking room into your little suitcase. to a certain extent i am just short of going to the extent of Mr Bean.. remember the classic scene where he cut his long brown pants to make them berms... just to save space.. and brought 1 sock instead of a pair to save space... etc... just to realise that he has a bigger suitcase just beside... hahaha.

i've been really trying hard to figure out how to stuff everything that i want to bring into the few bags i am going to bring.

and each time i pack.. the sooner i realise that i am leaving. true its just a short while. but i guess it'd be an experience for someone who travels frequently but never to such an extent. secretly in my heart i always hope for a crowd when it comes to sending you off. it kinda confirms that you have been someone in people's lives. haha. the need for affirmation. yes and no lah i guess.

i used to think i am such a nomad. but i guess over the years i have accumulated once again quite a number of belongings. but its amazing how i just stuff everything into 1 room, without anything in common spaces like the living room and stuff. my whole life is in my room now i guess.

the past few days have been marked by catchin up with frens for lunch slots and dinner slots, and nights are for packing. the next day i wake up at noon and the cycle carries on, til i realised tonight that i have less slots than friends. damn. tough.. and there still seems like there are 1001 things to do. i hope i dont neglect jie wei or anyone else. family as well.

i cant seem to find my bible. online bible verses?