loneliness

learn to cope with it. you know how sometimes you can be with a group of people and still feel lonely? the light outside is slowly dimming.. while i'm in an awkward position of not knowing what to do next, while friends are watching some stuff together. i could go up and pack my things.. i think now is like.. i dont know i feel sad because i am leaving europe very soon, or because i'd feel that copenhagen will overwhelm me because i am going back to pack up and reall leave europe for good.... or is it because of something else? sometimes i think a life that is really meaningful is one that is really sentimental and we cant avoid it having its share of happiness and sadness, just like the one i experienced earlier in the week, another intensive week of bonding with french students who are learning english. and of course now... leaving europe.. for real. many of my friends are already back in singapore in fact.

all good things come to an end. cherish it while its there.