come to senses

Am I aiming for the sky? Over confident?
But I know I could have made it. big drop in confidence level. ok. the fact that I still know.
at the crunch time, its not about anything else but yourself. and I fucked it up this time. I failed to perform in the area that I was supposed to perform. its like me not getting any points from my best moves in a basketball game. and it sure was a crucial match.