mummy day

oh man. i rememebered posting an entry regarding making a video of mummy for mother's day.. how come its gone? did i save it? how can it be? by the way its just abt making a video for my mum on mum's day. so well... haiyo have to rewrite it again. so sian. well lets see how touched she'd be lah. not that she sounded really enthu abt coming out for a mother's day dinner... sometimes its really disappointing lah. but well. its her day, she chooses how to spend it.

there were a few photos that really marks the milestones of our family life.

today was another day of events that filled up almost the entire day. my spending habits when it comes to time and money is really pretty screwed up.. i really have no idea how much i spend and i just go with anyone who asks me to do anything. almost no concept of choice. and i spend accordingly.

reflect on that. too many friends?

just an activity filled life isnt stg good. i guess the word now is focus. i seem to have so much to upkeep now on activities that i feel that bathing and eating is a waste of time. my goodness.

i enjoy doing almost anything. which is why i am so unfocused.

so what should i focus on? God? doing things that God ask me to do ? what a wild concept, even til today. i've heard of people basing decisions on signs.. i cant comprehend to that. i dont know why. i've got a fren who smokes and has a christian gf, she caught him smoking under her house and said that thats like God's sign that they should break up. wow.

taking no sides here. just that i find it hard to comprehend. and i wonder how many people hav made wrong decisions misinterpreting God's signs for them.

finding one's other half is so difficult. i mean its like the sole reason why we are here, in the biological point of view? but then again.. i hear lots on now is not the time to have a gf. should wait til its time. and i find church people always advocated finding the right one at the right time. its like they are stopping us from finding gf before 23 but they start worrying we might not find one at the age of 27 or so. i mean. what? they expect all to find their life partner in 4 yrs. ?

ok. pretty shrewd remark there. its not totally based on nothing. i agree partially too lah. hha.