what do i have now that i have taken for granted?

why is God so chim? why cant things be straightforward? why must knowing Him be a process rather than a destination?

i think i have taken quite a number of things for granted.

whats all these pursuit of things gotta do with anything? i feel gd buying a new shoe?

todae i learnt that emotions works both inwards-out and outwards-in. it is both reflective and contagious.

when will be the next day where i can lie down on the beach like tt? at sae 7 am in the morning? and just ... sleep.. zzz

every hour nows seems precious. but the more things you do the less you accomplish if you know what i mean.