i dont even know where to start

usually at this time of the year, people who are in any way influential in other people's lives would highly encourage them to reflect upon the year that passed and perhaps something they look forward to achieving in the coming year. we commonly call these reflections and resolutions. somehow nothing was imposed on me this year, and all the more i feel the need to pen it down somehow.

2008 has been nothing short of the word turbulent. to the world and probably to me. as a direct consequence? i wouldnt say so. my life could have been .... and i guess i do in some sense have 09 to look forward to in many ways. so many disappointments, yet so many hopes. statistics first:

2008 is probably the first yr ever in my life that I spent more time away than home.
2008 is probably the year that I have travelled to the most number of places in a year.
i slept in 2 airports in 08. and the list goes on and on. I love SG more than ever in 2008.

2008 is a year of transition for me. thinking about what i want to do in life, etc. 1 exchange, tons of travelling in europe, 1 summer school, 1 crazy term where i had crazy grades. 1 internship concurrently. 1 hellof a time juggling between sch and work. 1 hell of a holiday where i am working 5 days a week. 1 girl that i love so much, coming into my arms and leaving... what a year. Love is sacrifice. I think i have been so in love with myself i dont know how to love others. if the definition holds thru, that love is nothing but sacrifice. I havent seemed to sacrifice that much for a girl.