diaries that you really go back and read

you know how you blog and forget about it? tell me how many times have you went back to read your blogs? thats coz your blog is full of rubbish which is simply info overload. it'd take as long to reread the blog as to write them. so what for? most of the time its an avenue of letting go of your tots. but for some kinds of diaries, you really go back and read them dont you?

i just read one of my journals. in the midst of my exam, i really dont know how to write the word death.. haha. but well, that journal was my journal when i was in ranger course. the words were so few, but it really brought me back to some of the moments in those times. and everyday is an adventure in itself. so fruitful that i honestly cant rem all of them, coz its really can do everything. but i was reminded of some of the activities. AMAZING!

it is diaries like this that are worth going back to read. not some bo liao love story where both parties emo emo and stuff. but things like tt that are meaningful to go back and see how you've grown in that process and to remind you how amazing you have chosen your life to be. in the last 6 to 8 years of my life, every yr has been an amazing yr. starting from JC to army to uni. every yr has something in its highlights to boast about. i think this is my life. an accumulation of stories that i could tell. and obviously not the stories to tell about studying like times likie this. my God!@@@@ i hate studying. serious. i like the peripherals of studying for example CCA, knowing new people, hanging out together etc. but not studying in itself. seems like nowadays there are people who like studying for the sake of studying in itself. no? where do they find their motivation from? seriously? I think i might need to work very hard next term. i seriously think so. i am really hoping for average grades this term. nothing fanciful. serious.