halloween night

I wonder if i'd still be celebrating halloween next yr. when work starts. perhaps. now i know why people dont like uncertainty. serious. i used to thrive on uncertainty. what happened? i need that certainty too. dont know why. my vision is in a slight blur. i guess i am tired, but i just cant put myself at home thinking tonight is halloween night and friends are out playing. haha. my carefree self might be a facade isnt it?