lately

lately i've had some time on the train thinking about my life not ahead but thus far. this term i must say is really stressful. i'm not even sure by now is it a recurring thing or is it just post exchange or is it just me.

i thought about basketball styles. and mind you, before you judge that it is some boy thoughts wandering, there is actually a lot of profound thoughts into it.

in my sec sch team, essentially there are 5 of us who played thruout. there are a lot of other friends. but in the many days where we stayed back to play ball, and the results of it on court, it was 5. and i remember when we were playing in sch, there was some form of speciallisation, that the other team is more of a team play, and my team is slightly less. but i think that arrangement provided the variety in the team, such that we had weapons in most circumstances. I hope to think that everything in life happens for a reason. once again, this is a proper excuse when your current situation is good while looking back at times when not so desirable things happened to you, and you heave a sigh of relief and tell yourself that despite all those challenging times, you managed to pull thru and got to a situation that is quite ok.