the warmth of fresh blood

had a nightmare last night. 2 in fact. the first of which is the fact i cant sleep when i want to. not cant but not allowed to!! boo hoo. have to study and as a result cannot sleep. arghh! i promise i wun do last min work again. have been said to be a gd firefighter but never plan my time well. always give the impression to people that i am like spreading myself too thin. sounds like my Ben and Jerry's case.

the 2nd nightmare was a real nightmare which i had when i dozed off at sae abt.. 530am? miraculously i woke up at 726am just in time for school. its def my body clock. hm.. i wonder how it works. let's do research on it. i dreamt of being at the rooftop of a God knows how many storey house. and when we look down it was like pretty high. high enough to fall and die. and it was like a dark and stormy night. and then there was a gate which was like spoilt such tat there was no barricade at the sides and anyone could fall off. and i was with like people who started behaving strangely. like taking out knives and do the stabbing action. so on. scary lah..

and then later in the day... i could feel the warmth of fresh blood........ from myself. haha. i was giving blood lah. hahaha. was a little giddy tho, since i din sleep like 2 hours last night. half sharing with a sister regarding my blog.