complacency

for a good 23 years of my life i guess i have lived in certain complacency. sure i know that i am talented because people tell me that. but i guess it takes a hard hit before we wake up dont we?

furthermore things have been going too good for the recent future i guess to set me floating on cloud 9. but yah. this is the yr or sae sem, that i know i am not that good after all. i feel that everyone's like running their own races and i am still at the startline decidin on which race to run. haha.

so come this summer, i really pray to God that the spirit of laziness will flee from me man. really pray.