vitamin Cs

i have a big box of vitamin C pills that had one final last capsule and i finished it this morning. its so symbolic.

i'm struggling between pulling myself together and feeling excited about what the year ahead has in store for me. i'm of course hoping that things will turn for the better, but thinking about having to look back at a relationship and wonder what it could have been.... i think my life is just full of such. in a bid to travel light, i let go of my luggages along the way, and along the way wonder what could have been if i had kept this in my life, and that in my life. but i travel light i guess.

maybe thats an excuse.