i wonder if you know..

one could really fall pretty badly within a short period of time. and i think this lesson is really a great lesson for me. clearly i am not worthy of such flatter. so pls do bring me down to ground zero and not continue to let me float up on cloud nine. indeed it has been a smashing 2 years trying to keep up with what i have 'achieved' and it is really tougher to let go. is it still impossible? i would say it is not. i am willing to give it a try. to really whack the rest of the 3 terms and give my friends a different perspective. a different start i guess. and then perhaps they'd change their view on me. why do i want that? i guess everyone would want people to feel that they have the competence and ability to follow thru whatever task they are given on hand. i always give people the feeling tt i am like fighting a multi front war. i think it is time i concentrate on one war. and fight it well. a change of strategy huh.