Wednesday, April 25, 2007

these days

these days i do anything.
watching heroes and it does not hav an ending! why do i hate serials tt do no hav an ending?
ringing in my ears from loud music. am i still as proud tt i am deliberately not doing anything this hols? i must say tt it is eroding man. what am i doing with my life now? settling other peoples's problems now tt i look very free? i feel stretched. people are constantly on the lookout for people who looks free who can then do the ground work for them. i'm like one of them. i should tell every one ard that i am sooooo busy. been filled with many psycho theories.. must be the influence of heroes. i cant watch shows with too much narative. i'd hav an internal voice narating in me away...
music works wonders.
i hope jie wei is going to do well in her exams. coming already, which i feel that our prep levels r pretty similar. i sure hope she dun buang as hard i did man.
and i pray tt she'd take the disappointments in life in a manner that would shape her to be stronger. God sure dangles carrots in front of you man. the place it right infront of you and take it away from you feeling. i know it man jie. if no one else knows it. i'd. and it would come back and haunt u.. sure you can let go and stuff. but it will come back. but i just pray tt thru all these, you would understand the 90/10, 80/20 rule in life. whatever you wana call it. if we could influence 80% of the people under us, we are considered successful already. if we could have 80% of the things going the way as planned out, we are considered successful. learn to place things in perspective. learn to reevaluate the goals we have. intermediate terms.

what am i rambling away my dear?

why am i?
here?

i sure dun have your patience to copy entire song lyrics to show your emotions at this very moment. :) i'd just say my song would be... that braveheart theme that has those pipers playing in the background.

i feel like i am getting skeptical about the church. God. my spiritual life.. yes highlight.. highlight. i feel this way. but dont process with me abt this for the time being ok? no one. let God.
skepticism stems from the fundamentals. on my relationship with God. it sure is a gd relationship.

life is about sharing. what could be better bonding than sitting down with new people and realise tt they share the same thinking in life?

konk out. off to the library tmr.

2 Comments:

Blogger  said...

are you letting God? ;)

6:45 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Good words.

12:01 AM  

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