what a blow what a blow

what a blow.
this term i realise many things about miself.

1. i am more stupid than i thought i was.
2. i crumble at stress more easily than i thought i would.
3. i couldnt multi task as well as i thought i could be.
4. i din choose to be like me. i am just like tt. i am not that versatile. i am JUST like tt.
5. i wonder why i am in certain places at certain times.
6. i wonder how i arrive at certain decisions.
7. i still make them anyway.
8. thats life isnt it?
9. no.