habit of posting

i havent had the habit of posting lately. in fact i find people blogging more when they are emotionally vulnerable. i cant remember how many times i have said this. haha.

me being me, i have been doing 1 thing after another. including perpetually inviting people over to my place for dinner. the korean gang, the taiwanese duo, almost all east asian chinese looking people i have been mixing well with them. and the occasional eastern european and scandinavian. i find especially difficult to mix with, surprisingly, the British and the Americans and the Canadians... despite them being the party kind. despite. i find myself an american strapped to an asian body.haha

why is there so much inertia to start 'work' and research on my travels?
i think i have enough things to do on the com to make me a com geek alr!

weird dream

had this weird dream that i couldnt wake up of.. i dreamt that i was like drinking in a bar in Joo Chiat with brother, and the police came to like raid the place. and they made us do like army stuff. like crawling in mud and stuff. pretty much the way we would think of people being punished in say North Korea. i'm not sure. and i was like not really taken away, i was like not fished among the net. and i was left to wander on my own but had to avoid the soldiers and stuff. and i was on this like hideaway at the border... and there were soldiers patrolling at the border, and dogs sniffing out people like me. and i could feel like i was the one they were looking for. i catapulted myself over the wall of the border using 2 trees, but they were smarter, because they were already patrolling on the other side of the border... i was crawling on some grass, like going thru a maze knowing that i was being chased by a group behind and knowing someone was after me in front... the rest is history. to a certain extent i din even know what time i woke up. and right now i am here in class feeling gd that i remembered it and wrote it down.