donuts!

we got the donut factory donuts without queueing for 3 hours! wana noe how? hahahaha.

Fiedler's Theory

'i'll procrastinate later'
'i never procrastinate when it comes to procrastinating'.

fiedler's theory suggests that people like me are suited for moderate times. but not in extremes.

i wish i could write like my girl

i wish i could write like me girly.

she are so wonderfully. she write is so good. i love she. she used to very describe word, and very imagined. she talking abouts sometimes 2 of we, and lovely-dovely, walking down around the street.

i wish i could write like me girly.

started the term on a gd note. gd momentum. now slacken already. 3 mins interest.

人在江湖， 身不由己。

sometimes once you are in it its tough to get out. esp for relationship driven fools like me.

saturday morning

why am i here? i am mildly surprised by my ability to wake up on time this term. this season. maebe really there is some up in discipline.

why am i speaking with funny notations?

dumb like a fox = high IQ. where did tt expression come from?

freezing in this rm...

sat morning class, make up. decisions.

how did my day add meaning

how did my day add meaning? to myself or the people around me. its 220 am. and i wonder which part of what i typed would sound at all interesting.

a day flew past me just like tt. and i fail to add meaning. even to those who read my blog. i think i really dun. in my lifetime of say 25000 day, i just took one which din mean much. almost like taking a step in my marathon of life. in no time i'm going to reach the end.

which activities in my life are the ones that 10 yrs from now i look back, did not add much value one? drumming? bball? studies? gf? family? cell grp? service? beach volleyball? BLOGGING? msn?

i really am not sure. i guess its one of those days. one of those that after i spent like 5hours sitting down to watch a mathc without being able to participate, i guess its tt. why did i end up like this? is it this yr?

nothing majorly worrying so far. which probably is the worrying part.

nothing's really working out, really. everything seems to be runnign will. but nothing seems to be working out.

i read a couple of snail letters in the past jc days from different frens to me. some girls, some girls. more girls. obviously.

andi realized how easily words like "i'd always be a phone call away", "you can alwyas share your problems with me" can come out. and we really do or did mean it at tt time! but i think it takes such heavy responsibility to sae always. really always? i wonder how many of these fren i keep til now. frens yet, but no more the kind when you have probs, the 1st one u think of calling is tt lah. i guess we all have our 'tt' person in our lives. dont we?

took care of a couple of old photos, and i came across this set of mt fuji photos we had in our trip to japan in sec 4. wow. wonderful! nostalgia. thinkking back at those times. that'd probbaly be the only consolation i have of my rich dad when i was young. tt i had the chance to travel myself early in life.

my version of "rich dad poor dad" would probably refer to the same person. my rish dad and my poor dad. each has his own share of gds and bads. but to be honest, i think i really prefer the poor dad. honest. i feel him more. perhaps he showed his vulnerable self. yet he is humble. even when he was rich. in my opinion at least. ok. i dun wana get into tt spiralling mood. enough said. i dun even know where he is now. shen zhen? not sure.

people in my life, i wonder how they look at me.

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another day in sch. i remember i had a lot of thoughts this morning. seem to be so dry now. i thought i'd concuss today. but some how i have made it for this morning's class.. not to fall asleep?

lost

lost. lost lost. lost in class. lost in this world. don't wana be lost, but no choice. what can i do well? whats with this world where the graduates comes to sch and sch people wants to go home?

sch blogging

no more blogging on the train. nowadays there isnt a timing on the train that guarantees me a seat. no more blogging on train. i seem to be tied up by me wanting to have a hand in everything. i need prioritising skills? have i been saying enough 'no's?

joke of the day

whats the difference between a profession and a vocation?
we were asked by an accounting professor. the ans: profession uses more intellect than vocation. ie you can say accounting is a profession while construction is a vocation.

then my prof went on to say that being a pastor is a vocation. not because you don't use intellect but because Pastors just do what God tells them to do.

hm......low blow.hahah

discomfort in sch

i think i can understand why.

SMU transforms. in a sense people really change as they enter and leave here. we are really being prepared to work. i see my peers more often than not dressed up half the time attending career talks etc. i wonder why i am stil the happy go lucky me. haha. yr 3 marks the halfway mark. i can really feel the difference.