this sense of ownership

I've changed.

from someone who doesnt feel like anywhere belongs, from someone who dont really mind staying anywhere since anywhere's not his, from someone who can be so nomadic,

til someone who loves to be home.

sure its not mine. sure its nothing extravagent. but this sense of ownership has changed me. if i'd like to look at it logically, i'm paying a huge amt of rent for this and therefore there is this part that wants to enjoy it to the fullest, like how people want to use something to the fullest if they paid a hefty sum for a car, a laptop etc.

but I am just feeling something that is birthed out of my efforts. pretty much nothing but my efforts and thus that sense of ownership. from a coaster, to the fridge, every little small detail like the little fridge magnets that I got from the 100 yen shop, everything has been chosen and bought by me and thus I love this place.

Its an amazing feeling.